3/19/2005

I hate days like this....feeling poetic again
Current mood was exhausted when this was written Saturday, March 19, 2005 9:43am

why do I crave affection at all the wrong times theres not always a connection to make any skin contact seems like a crime do other people feel it when you give all the clues is one that naive can't take a hint or is it just me feeling nothing but blues Hoping for something a miracle it may be Its everything or nothing So being stubborn is me The night is now over things came to an end today we're all sober with nothing to mend


New Poem
Current mood was blah when this was written Saturday, March 19, 2005 6:40pm

how does one feel in a moment of weakness how does one handle the stress When you get hurt, feeling down in the dirt reacting on emotion creates only a mess Times have been rough and times have been bad things only get worse when you lose the one you thought you had The moments weren't right, been feeling uptight enjoying each other...just a thought on the pad How to let someone know they unintentionally hurt you a question that haunts us on what do we do does it really matter Does anyone really have a clue If the love doesn't grow should you try to make it go in times you just wanna give up with noone to talk to how will you ever know People get hateful when they get pissed shutting down all emotion don't wanna get dissed noone understands when things come to a halt only thing to wonder is will I really be missed